alarms and diversions

good 12:46am-ning and i’ve just decided to update this more and upload photographs from regular camera as well.  i was reading old entries from when i was in MD and it’s nice to have a little collection of life.  oh and i was up late one night rereading entries from india and that was just brilliant.  the memories, not so much the writing.  i’m my own worst critic.

and im in no shape to be writing because i just tried to read something that usually makes a lot of sense but the front of my head is feeling a little throbby therefore instead of seeing fully formed sentences and ideas in what i was reading, i just read words all backwards and such.  why not try to write?!

so my current life is the following.  and i dont know how many people who know me stop by here anymore, i know while i was in india i had a lot of ya, but now it’s been a while. so i think i have the luxury of semi anonymity.  my current life is the following: i was unemployed for 2 months before finding a job at an art supply store. the art supply store is ful of awesome coworkers, sometimes (usually) annoying customers (WHAT IS….BR…. BRISTOL…. BOARD?) and not so much pay.  also, i lived through a brief and intense living situation after india, then eric and i got an apartment on december 24.  merry christmas.  it was the sixth time i’d moved in one point five years. stability anyone? i’ve never craved it so hard. never thought i’d need to.  but sometimes one’s life becomes so morphed and unrecognizable and freestylin’ that you almost wish you had a camera crew to follow you around.

happy now.  safe.  working on art, love, peace, laughing.